Saturday, May 3, 2008 8:00 AM
2nd april' 08
same thing everyday(: slept and spent time with baby. it never seems tired to look at her. never. she looks super adorable. everytime she cries so hard and scream when we change her pampers it really hurts. she just super love clean lyk hubby and me=D haha.
felt upset yesterday. time with hubby is really little. really little. we barely even talk on phone in a week. even thou we msg, it's just for a short time. hubby is tired from training and goes to slp early. some feelings can't be described. like i know, everyone will say tat's army life. ya, army life. i have to admit to it. lyk i have to tell myself, JO, no choice. ya, so now every now and then i'm telling myself, come on, things will be better once he pass out and get granted 8-5. how terrible it feels. no one understands. totally sucks.
3rd april' 08
had a super tired night yesterday. baby doesn't want to slp. carry her, cry. pat her, cry. swing her, cry. my mood was totally down and nothing i do seems to make baby to slp. was kinda fed up. not with her, but me. wasn't able to coax her to slp. feel nothing but upset. kept taking short nap the whole day. those tired wasn't those normal tired. after every nap i just feel so nua. hubby's going field camp tmr morning. he alrady surrender his phone and valuables at 9.30p.m. can't contact hubby for 6 days. sucks. but after field camp things will be better off i guess. hope so.
PHOTO TIME.
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okay. end of post.
MISS HUBBY.
Labels: i'm BREAKING DOWN.
