lastromance-x

2008-06-01T10:04:00.001-07:00

hubby booked out on sat morning, reached home ard 12p.m.
was actually veh happy but worried cos he had high fever thou! this whole week he was in camp only on mon and fri night. spent alot time with him(: though we didn't go out but i always feel comfortable with him ard.
went off to meet shu min at toa payoh!:D been a long time since we last met up i guess for my facial a few days before my wedding ya?
she look prettier with long hair.
went to toilet. she didn't close her water bottle properly and ended up with all her things swimming in her bag! so long didn't see her and she's doing really funny things when we met up. she pour-ed water out of her bag. her phone gone case! kept vibrating when it can't even on!
the ppl in her coy are really friendly and nice(:
actually wanted to join in this big family tmr. but tink thru last night, i'm afraid i can't cope with so many things. if i have a day job on hand, and 'o's to study & baby to take care, i have no confidence in myself. maybe after 'o's i will give it a try! it's really a good and faster way of earning money still. thanks shu min many! i love you:D
i love the make up there! really veh nice xD
tmr will go over bugis there to interview for the office job at shu min there. hope it will be successful! i really don wan to be slacking at home. cash is really running out. sometimes never go out, but still the money will go rolling out of the bank acc and cash box.
went to pat baby to slp just now halfway blogging, upstairs a girl i heard his mummy say is zi bi der, she make noises lyk ghost sound. i swear, my hair stand the moment i heard it. i was freaked out!
the area here is really weird, at night when it goes silent. whatever sound that is nearby can be echoed thru ard the neighbourhood. even downstairs neighbour bathing sound also can be heard. weird right?
okay continue. tues will go for my check up at hospital. & thurs will go over to shu min's coy for my suan ming at night.
really enthu to know more about my life!:D
alright, end of post!

2008-05-30T06:20:00.000-07:00

was busy tis few days!
worked at taka for 3 days. do coolie work loh. lol. anyway was tiring.
once you wear on taka uniform means you have to ' bao sua bao hai bao ka liao ' ( cover everything ).
i get scolded everytime. they didnt even teach me a single thing, and i have to learn myself.
monday rest at home. tues hubby came back home already due to his high fever.
wed went to tan tock seng visit chieu yen with shuyi baobei.
she involved in a accident. she hurt her spinal cord. hope she recovers fast. when they put on the cast she was in pain, xing tong luh!
ah john passed away.
my condolences to ah john even thou i do not know him.
after tat train-ed home with shuyi baobei.
thurs hubby acc me to orchard to get my punch card sign cos i didnt punch in and out. collected my uniform and went up to return the uniform and photocopy my bank book and ic.
will be getting my pay only on 25th july.
after tat walked around, went lucky plaza than train-ed to nuh cos hubby went to take mc. he went in fever facility room. lie on bed for 1 hour than collect mc and medicine.

had heated argument.
we quarrel everytime he booked out. hais. what happen to our relationship?
i didnt want both of us to quarrel. i know, it's really a small matter but i made a big fuss out of it. but i didn't mean it. i just felt tat our r/s became bad to worst. maybe the time we had with each other was really little. but i do treasure the time when you booked out.
i do admit i change alot ever since i had baby and after baby was born. but i do try to change my attitude and control my temper. but sometimes i just feel no care and concern from you.
during the quarrel we both ask each other, where the past us gone to?
maybe i was hoping for the past you, and you were hoping for the past me, that's why we aren't able to accept each other changes now.
i do feel really upset even thou i say really mean things to you. but deep down in my heart it hurts.
i really don wish to have a broken marriage. but i'm afraid to rely on you at times.
everyone always say early marriage don last long, but i wan to prove that it's not true. but it's not only about proving, but i really wan a long lasting marriage with you.
my parents had a broken marriage, but i don wish to end up lyk them.

a good lover may not be a good husband.
a good husband may not be a good lover.

he may be a good boyf but not a good husband.
he may be a good husband but not a good boyf.

i do really cherish this r/s and marriage.
but still, sorry about yesterday. i love you.

hubby on his way to camp already. today his mc end. but tmr morning will book out already. kind of silly. book in just to slp for 1 night and book out the next day. but no choice, i tink his sergeant major wants him to book in today. ahahs. alright. end of post!

2008-05-22T07:30:00.000-07:00

a tired day today.
met aunt for lunch at chinatown point. had delifrance. after tat aunt sheltered me over to apollo center.
after tat went for the interview at manfield employment agency. i thought it was a company hiring admin, but made a mistake. haha. i made a mess in the application form. didn't know how to fill up well. msg aunt and ask her wat they are asking about. lol. i'm the first to fill up but the last to go for interview. the interviewer was veh friendly. haha. he was lyk speaking mix english and chinese with me, so i also reply in mix english and chinese. lols. he ask me, warh so young married ah, got baby ah? warh, last week your baby full month, i also attended a baby's full month last week. lol. & he was lyk how you slim down so fast? got any secret formula? -.-"
over friendly? x=
than went bugis to shop for my esprit polo tee but don have. than bus-ed to pp to see whether still have anot. have, but lazy try. so end up never buy.
hubby say acc me go buy tis wkend loh! yay!:D
hope he don't get confine.
last min went takashimaya for interview. was successfull lor. but work as cashier. hmm, it's not a permanent job. i working as cashiering for a event. start tmr till 8th of june. if 11 of june i still can work can continue working. but i work tis as temp job while waiting for the agency to call me lohh.
thanks shuyi baobei for the job intro:D
and thanks again for acc-ing me on the journey home. so love you(x
alright. need to rest. tmr have to wake at 8.
end of post!

2008-05-21T03:51:00.000-07:00

20th may' 08

cab over to mummy house in the afternoon. suppose to head to posb to add in mummy's name in my bank acc. but end up, precious dog was sick. keep " lao sai ". so brought him to vet at paya lebar there. again end up the doc did nothing, told us to go mount peasent animal hospital at stevens rd there. stupid! so uncle fetched us to kovan's posb and he brought precious dog to the animal hospital near kovan. better & closer? queued for quite long, couldn't add in mummy's name to my acc. so open a joint acc under me and mummy's name. thanks mummy for the $500. (: need $500 inside the bank acc to open luh. after that went kfc. i tink i'm afraid of food, i just lost my appetite at the sight of food. haha. headed to kk to make baby bonus after tat. went shopping at parkway. mummy bought esprit clothings for me & i suddenly fell in love with esprit! lol. they are more to the mature type. i can't go on wearing those fashion trends clothing, i'm a mummy already:D must dress lyk mummy. oh well, had yong tao foo for dinner and cabbed home.
a tired day.

21st may'08

well, yesterday was upset again. though hubby may understand me but he won know how i feel. it's a feeling tat can never be understand. baby was guai last night. after each feed she goes to slp after i burp her and change her pampers all the way till today morning. than i slept all the way till 4 plus in the afternoon. bathed and called the job no for interview tmr at opp clark quay the mrt station there, the apollo center. wish me good luck! i wan to go work as soon as possible. perhaps busy life suits me more. i can't stand staying at home doing nothing much everyday. maybe once i start work i will be leading a different life already.
i will feel better by then? hope so.
alright. end of post.

2008-05-19T05:00:00.000-07:00

16 may' 08

hubby came back in the afternoon around 12 plus. was alone at home taking care of baby. hubby's mum went with hubby bro to court cos he got caught for throwing ciggs? so sway. 2nd time. he have to do community service. nothing much happen.

so do 17 may' 08 too.
hubby had his soccer session.

oh, anyway. had my baby girl full month celebration at home team ns adventure centre.
TO ALL: DO NOT BOOK THERE DE CHALET.
it totally sucks big time. the pic online shows beautiful environment but it totally sucks. worst than east coast chalet. still say fully air conditioned but it's not at all. only the room. wth!
cabb to chalet around in the afternoon 2 plus 3. went there to check in, end up have to walk back to cdans to check in at the reception counter. purposely cab to the chalet there end up have to walk under the scorching sun while carrying baby to cdans. so stupid! than walk back to the guard house and check in. is lyk some kind of attap house. it is only good in a sense that every attap house are kept at certain distance. more privacy? below is the kitchen facilities whereby you can cook. and you have to walk the stairs up to the room itself. had buffet at downstairs.
so many mosquitoes!
thanks everyone for the hongbaos and gift. and special thanks to mummy and uncle and family for the baby pram and swing bed. haha.
was pretty upset tat time. i was busy all the way alone. hubby's mum was in the room taking care of baby all the way. i was running up and down serving guest. LOL. lyk crazy woman. x=
and hubby didnt help out at all lor. he keep entertaining his friends):
somemore is our 1 year anniversary.
hais.
super upset.
was tinking can't go out celebrate our 1 year anniversary never mind, just treat it as celebrate with baby. but end up, the whole day was in a mess and i was all alone doing all the ' sai gang ' ( rubbish job ).
forget it.
end of post.

2008-05-15T04:39:00.001-07:00

HAHA. okay. regarding yesterday's post. it was written out of anger.
nothing much.
now i take care of baby at night and hubby's mum will take care when she wakes.
baby has been having stomach upset recently. tat's why no matter how we pat her or coax her it doesn't seems to work.
hubby called me today morning.
here goes wat we said in the conversation:

hubby: wat you doing?

me: slping.

hubby: just now sergeant call us .. .. .. ( i didn't hear, still in my dreamland)

me: huh?

hubby: repeated wat he said. (still dreaming)

me: huh?

hubby: (fed up tone)- warh lao i said, sergeant call us go up bunk prepare things than go down assemble. than i never go down i slept in bunk & got caught.

me: (stun)- HUH?! why you slp in bunk?

hubby:(pek cek tone) tired na. don know how leh now. i told sergeant yesterday live firing until midnight veh tired. sergeant say, only you tired. he don see why the rest never slp in bunk. LL, bo wei gong. don know will get confinement anot.

me: ... ( don know wat to reply)

now don know how. later get confinement how to celebrate baby's full month uh. hais. until now still haven tell me how's the result.

so pek cek but still continue slping. woke ate bread mixed with egg and fried. had coffee. lol. i need coffee to sustain my energy. tired mar! be mummy & you will know. haha.
did pratically nothing the whole day luh.
okay. i'm going off to do my nails.
end of post.

2008-05-13T04:52:00.000-07:00

shall have a short brief on wat happen the past few days.
actually i already posted it yesterday but there was something wrong with the internet, thus. gone.
LOL. have to re-post, so lazy!
hubby came home. he had foot rot and serious heat rashes everywhere.
of cos luh! so hot and furthermore they have to wear on boots for 6 continous days.
so disgusted! can't bath somemore x:
poor hubby.
than hubby had his soccer session for 3 continous night. LOL.
oh the EPL for last sunday night score for many teams was ridiculous.
especially the match on middlesbrough with man city.
the score was 8-1. haha.
so unbelievable.
than hubby cabb-ed to camp on monday morning as he overslept. hurr.
my girl vomited alot last night. first time thou, still alright. it's normal for babies to spit and vomit milk. yupp.
she cried veh hard when she poo poo till her face turn purple black. scare us!
so brought her to see doc today morning.
see her face rashes, frequent hiccups and her poo poo problem.
doc say face rashes and frequent hiccups is common in babies so no worries.
as for her poo poo, doc say she doesn't have any stomach upset or too much wind in her tummy.
she doesn't have constipation cos her poo poo not hard at all.
so doc say maybe is her temper. LOL. wat a baby temper. cry lyk she wanna tear down the house when she poo poo.
she's got a super guai pi! haha.
oh yarh and christine mention something.
daddy temper + mummy temper = baby temper!
true:D , haha.
alright. got to go downstairs check money already.
only me during confinement can keep going out and going downstairs for walks. LOL.
but you know it's really boring to stay at home all day. it KILLS.
and it really sucks.
having her in my tummy for 37 weeks is veh xing ku, deliver her is super xing ku.
but it's nothing compared to this confinement period.
can't bath hair, even bath body also 2-3 days 1 time, every food must have ginger, can't drink too much plain water to avoid water retention, avoid sitting on floors, no wearing of skirts or dress, wear slipper at home? -.- and blah. many many things. gahh!
and i'm growing fatter):
lol. actually i slim down abit already than suddenly i became so fat x:
oh dear.
aunt say she's gonna get me contact lens from m'sia when she goes this sunday loh!
haha. lyk tis i can wear to work already!
oh and the manager or watso-ever boss haven call me. was wondering how's the job result.
well, actually if you wanna hire me just hire, don wanna hire just say don wan.
lyk tat won waste my time and i can faster go find another job.
alright.
end of post~

housework day!

2008-05-09T04:43:00.000-07:00

my gal has hard time poo poo-ing everyday! mummy heartache ah!
she cries so hard everytime she poo poo.
i guess i have to accept her drinking honey water or mixing water with baby's fei zao shui.
oh ya, and she bleeds when poo poo-ing. drink milk makes her body veh heaty that's why will lyk tat.
poor gal!
mummy sayang!
cleaned, wipe, change bedsheets, & sweep.
super clean! but dust comes back fast! ):
now the room is clean, good for baby & hubby will be back tmr ler!
he still haven't contact me! gah.
oh well. regarding the payroll job i don even know whether i will be employed.
oh dear.
-.-"
if i know things will be lyk tat i rather go nuh through small aunt's recommendation and work.
hais. waste my time luh.
later don know drag until when than can go work!
oh, i just recieved hubby call! he's coming back in another 2-3 hours!
YAY-NESS(:
hahahaa!
super happy luh:D hehhhhhhhh~
okay! end of post. xD

2008-05-08T03:54:00.000-07:00

in a marriage, you have to accept each other flaws.

oh wells, boring day again. my baby slept with me last night on bed. see her poo poo until veh xing ku keep force her drink water. she can't poo poo until she cry. )': poor girl.

brought my baby gal for morning sun.

she still have slight jaundice on her eyes area. hope she can recover fast.

went shop & save.

bought pampers, milo, and bathing soap.

bought cheese bread to eat for breakfast.

bathed today with soap finally! :D gees.

so nice and comfortable. but wash off with medical herbs water as usual.

better than nothing xD

miss hubby):

Photo Time(x

she just look super adorable don't she? xDhaha. she got a super greedy mouth lyk her daddy. open her mouth and search for her milk even thou she had just finish drinking not long.

babies are smart. reelly smart(:

my baby knows how to kick away or hit away your hand when she don lyk it. haha.

OCTOBER BABY

Loves to chat.

Loves those who love them.

Loves to takes things at the centre.

Inner and physical beauty.

Lies but doesn't pretend.

Gets angry often.

Treats friends importantly.

Brave and fearless.

Always making friends.

Easily hurt but recovers easily.

Daydreamer.

Opinionated.

Does not care to control emotions.

Unpredictable.

Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest ANDsexiest of them all.

saw this in my e-mail. haha. i'm a october baby(x

Her video(:

updated alot today(: okay! the END.

2008-05-07T00:36:00.000-07:00

6th may' 08

hubby's mum went for the operation in the morning. when she came back she was so dizzy until she walked zig-zag. scare me loh! made milo for her and she went to slp. shall not mention wat op. at night the same thing happened again. 谁能了解我现在的心情? i went to the living room wanting to bring her in to slp after i chatted with aunt on phone but i saw her in 奶奶's room. hais. don know how to say la.
upset.

7th may' 08

i have try to learn to take things easy but i just can't help feeling upset every now and then. sorry. i may sound rude. but, baby is lyk hers not mine lyk tat. she can't poo poo i also will heart pain de lor. she's my daughter. i 辛辛苦苦 carry her in my tummy for 37 weeks. i 辛辛苦苦 go through so much pains to deliver her. i also will feel upset de lor. everytime she cries veh hard i also will get upset and cry de lor. sometime she cry, pat her, hug her, carry her also no use de lor. i feel veh frustrated. lyk everything i do also no use. even hubby's little bro also say you look more lyk her mummy rather than 奶奶。after hearing i feel even more upset lor. than sometimes carry my baby into her room without telling me lyk i not her mum lyk tat. every night she slps with me than suddenly she just put her in her room to slp with her without telling me. it's lyk, really not respecting me thou she's older than me. wat am i. her mum? i don even look lyk.
now i need hubby by my side is not even around. can't even contact him. everything also cannot.
i'm not angry with hubby's mum, but i just feel upset with this little thing. is really a little thing. i'm suppose to rest and all but i just want to spend as much time as i can with my baby. i'm going to work right after confinement. i won rest for long. i need to work to earn money. otherwise how to buy her milk powders and pampers. sometimes actually only change 1 time but change already she go poo and shh shh again end up need to use another 1. she use alot ah.
why everybody agree to her taking honey water? i know my gal poo poo veh xing ku but than once she drink honey water she won drink plain water ler. she's not even a month old and she will be drinking honey water. than how? hais): any advice? is it really a better choice to give her honey water?
maybe i'm taking things to hard, but it's hard to control my feelings. i don know how to approach and speak to her. after all when i go to work, she will be the one taking care of my baby. i just wan to spend more time with my little gal. i wan to be close to her. am i taking things too hard? i just wan to be a good mummy. i wan the best for my daughter.
this isn't the life i wanted in the first place. i didn't expect things will happen lyk tat.
i'm swallowing my tears everyday. really everyday.
我很辛苦！真的很辛苦啊！
i'm falling apart.
can any 好心人 be my listening ear? )'=

anyway HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DARLING SHANS(:
can't celebrate but shall bu hui after my confinement.
loves.

hubby i miss you! i wan you back fast. & i really need you.
)'=

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i tink god passed my msg to hubby. hubby called! hahas. super duper happy! (x once hubby called every unhappiness just seems to disappear! just hearing hubby's voice make me happy enough.
sometimes ppl are always not satisfied with how the boyf's and girlf's treat them and are always having high requirements. but to me, i tink i really just wanted a simple and caring hubby and tat's enough. he made the effort to call back. i guess nobody is able to call back during field camp. only him, so special!:D
he's the special guy tat stands in my heart. even thou we always quarrel, but he always never fail to make me happy after tat. although at times is my fault too, but he always apologize to me. in every quarrel, it's not just 1 party fault. is both party. it's just lyk clapping, you need both hands to clap. 1 person alone is unable to cause a quarrel. tat's wat i learned in this r/s, in this marriage.
thanks hubby for tolerating everything. last time he veh bad tempered and hot tempered, but now he change alot. i swear last time i always feel he's the worst guy with the worst attitude and temper. but now not just for me, but he also change for baby.
sometimes we can quarrel until it seems the marriage can end anytime. surprise uh? but i really treasure this marriage.
i will stop my super childish actions.
really glad to have a hubby lyk him.
i love JACKY HENG JING JIE!
we are married and it's for life(: tat's what he told me.
now i'm controlling my attitude and temper so we won quarrel!
thou we are not lyk other couples with a long r/s, but i believe we can have a blissful marriage.

2008-05-05T03:33:00.000-07:00

baby was naughty last night. hug her, pat her, carry her. she just doesn't want to slp on her swing bed. haha. i always say the bed will bite her. lols. hug her to slp & i also fall asleep. x= put her down to bed only at 6 plus in the morning. super tired. tat's the price to pay for being mummy. hahas.
today is hubby's 2nd day at field camp. he surely down there kpkb de luh. can't bath for 6 days with sweat and mud and .. eeeeeee. haha. 1 word to describe, dirty! actually i'm better off. but his is for 6 days, mine is for 1 month. thou i use powder shampoo and medical herbs to bath but it's not clean at all luh! LOLS. and he definitely can't slp well carrying that rifle while slping. actually worried for him, he needs to take good care of the rifle otherwise his sergeant will steal and charge him to 7 years db. sometimes baby cry and scream he doesn't even know, wonder how is he doing.
super sheck lorr.
wanted to study today but my energy is really drained off. i'm tired. totally tired. i will just jump out of the bed whenever baby makes a single sound. i guess i will never get enough slp for few months.
hope hubby's mum will be fine tmr & everything goes smoothly.
i wan to go cosy bay to relax myself! i wan to eat mango ice! i wan to eat chocolate fondue! i wan to go out! my mood is just down, down & down.
super miss hubby. i need him by my side, now.
i'm falling apart.

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hubby called! =D HAHAHA! so happy:D he use his sergeant phone call. say home got urgent matters. but didn't have time to chat so didn't even get a chance to ask him how is he doing in field camp. but oh wells. i'm super happy now:D

2008-05-04T02:53:00.000-07:00

hubby had his first day of field camp today. wondering how he is doing. hope he's fine. yesterday night was getting upset with something. can't say it here. there's nothing i can do. really nothing. there is something everyday making me upset.
just wanna shut my eyes & forget about everything. i'm tired.
i have 'o's to cope, baby to take care, need to work after confinement, & money. cash is running out. we can't cope with hubby's army pay. it's worst than bangalah pay. at least bangalah gets $600 plus. army pay only $400 plus. hubby say wanna find mp so when he gets posted after he pop can get posted to a camp nearer home. hope he gets granted 8-5 soon. in tat way more time with hubby and baby.
studied abit of physics. didn't have to mood recently. but i promise hubby and aunt i will pass my 'o's & i wan to pass my 'o's. actually hubby knew if i re-take 'o's life would be harder to cope. but he gave me his support. musn't disappoint him and aunt and friends.
imagine when i start work? go to work in morning, reach home bath do everything and study during free time. night take care of baby. super JO siol. watever. i'm freaked out now. super shag.
kill me pls anyone )'=

shall post baby photo pherhaps tmr.

i miss hubby. i need him.
stupid field camp.
tat's army life.

2008-05-03T08:00:00.000-07:00

2nd april' 08

same thing everyday(: slept and spent time with baby. it never seems tired to look at her. never. she looks super adorable. everytime she cries so hard and scream when we change her pampers it really hurts. she just super love clean lyk hubby and me=D haha.

felt upset yesterday. time with hubby is really little. really little. we barely even talk on phone in a week. even thou we msg, it's just for a short time. hubby is tired from training and goes to slp early. some feelings can't be described. like i know, everyone will say tat's army life. ya, army life. i have to admit to it. lyk i have to tell myself, JO, no choice. ya, so now every now and then i'm telling myself, come on, things will be better once he pass out and get granted 8-5. how terrible it feels. no one understands. totally sucks.

3rd april' 08

had a super tired night yesterday. baby doesn't want to slp. carry her, cry. pat her, cry. swing her, cry. my mood was totally down and nothing i do seems to make baby to slp. was kinda fed up. not with her, but me. wasn't able to coax her to slp. feel nothing but upset. kept taking short nap the whole day. those tired wasn't those normal tired. after every nap i just feel so nua. hubby's going field camp tmr morning. he alrady surrender his phone and valuables at 9.30p.m. can't contact hubby for 6 days. sucks. but after field camp things will be better off i guess. hope so.

PHOTO TIME.

okay. end of post.

MISS HUBBY.

2008-05-01T21:08:00.000-07:00

29th april' 08

nothing special. eat, take care of baby. bath with medical herbs and super hot water.
no shampoo and no soap for me )=
something happened and i was very upset. shall not say about it.

30th april' 08

revised abit of physics in the afternoon till hubby reached home. today was his last booked out day all the way until his field camp starts on this sat. time will be hard to pass than)x actually thought the com died alrady. it stucks at error loading system bla. but hubby bro teach hubby the steps to reformat and the com revived again=D haha. hubby and his bro had their soccer session. as for me, slp. slp is more important cos i have to wake every 3 hours in the middle of the night to feed her and change her pampers.

1st may' 08

LABOUR DAY today. but hubby's book in day will be today. hubby had his soccer session for awhile today and went off ard 6 plus. can't see hubby all the way till next sat probably. 6 days not being able to contact with him due to his field camp. hope he can get it thru thou. x= he cant bath in field camp, but he got super love clean. and he also have to be alert in his slp. sergeants will be out to steal their rifles. sometimes hubby can slp so soundly until baby cry so hard he doesn't even know. but, i got confidence in him=D haha. had a little quarrel at night but was fine. shans and mimi came. they bought milk powder for baby. thanks(: watched tv till 12 plus and slept. baby always cry when drinking milk! but not those really cry, can't explain. and she super have alot of expressions on her faces when she slps! super adorable. xD
okay! end of post.

lazy post pic. shall post another day.

2 wishes i hope i can fufil it straight away : confinement END. & OUTING.
can any fairy godmother fufil my wishes straight away? i jus feel super dirty not being able to bath with soap and shampoo. but instead in replacement, medical herbs and powder shampoo.
oh ya, btw. aunt did visit me earlier on and brought the D.O.M fa guo lang jiu, yo xim, baby's anklet from disney orignal, baby's full month clothing and powder shampoo. and it's really bored to stay at home! )x
hubby's ah yi also bought dresses for baby. 1 of them is burbery and the other one, unknown. haha.
alright.
any fairy godmother can fufil my wishes feel free to contact me. )x

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY BELVOED KOR! (=

2008-04-28T06:46:00.000-07:00

25th april' 08

hubby booked out early around 6 plus. but reached home at 7 plus due to traffic jam. his pc was nice, let him booked out early to make the birth registration thing. cos will be collecting the name from huaxia e-naming centre my baby gal's name. than straight go register birth cert. cos sat will closed at 12.30p.m. now veh convinent already, any hospital can register for birth registration. mummy came around 7pm. she bought pampers and formula milk powders as gift. thanks mummy! (: than she went yishun to collect baby cot and stuffs for us from ah po ah yi. than deliver back to hubby's home. thanks again to mummy & uncle. there are many unwanted stuffs. not really unwanted thou, but my gal will not be able to use for now. end up the baby cot was spoilt! end up we use the rocking thing as her bed cos she can slp on it until quite big. haha~ after mummy left hubby went for his soccer session as usual.

26th april' 08

super tired! just imagine waking every 3 hours to feed and change her pampers. but all is worth it! (: woke up around 9 plus. we have to head to kk to do birth registration. than cab there around 11 plus. collected the name but we so confused! got many choices. end up didnt do her birth cert and havent register her yet. left the birth registration place and had a super big quarrel with hubby. becos i misunderstood wat he said & he misunderstood wat i said. shouted at each other. sorry hubby! )x i did things that make you so disappointed! cab home after tat. in cab hubby talked to me veh softly and nice tone. but there was some silence tat cant be described! so upset. reached home after eating i went to nap. should take nap when i can. otherwise in the middle of the night super tired when i wake. haha. wake tat time hubby said sorry to me. and at night he said sorry again. asked him why. & he said sorry for shouting at me just now. but i also shouted at him! than he said because i'm still weak after delivery and having confinement, and having veh little slp everyday. & it was also partly his fault in this quarrel. after hearing his words, i feel so upset. thou i did something tat really disappoint him but he still say sorry to me. im sorry too )x & we are all well again. =D super love hubby.

27th april' 08

hubby supposed to book in but end up never. haha. he happy loh! me too!(x but soccer session till midnight.
)x

28th april' 08

done my little gal's birth registration.
name her HENG KE XUAN ( WANG KEXUAN ).
=D
choose for so long finally decided on tis. hurr. went to make her birth registration at NUH. lucky went NUH to do her birth registration. NUH charge $30, KK charge $39.40. KK eat money luh! didnt know 08 year babies ic letter start with T and start with no 08 cos year 08. haha. sua ku us. hubby booked in today. im alone again)x baby today don know why milk don wan drink than keep throwing temper. hope she's well tmr. (: her umblical cord also dropping off! gonna make umblical cord stamp to keep her umblical cord.
oh well.
I MISS HUBBY )X
he's gonna have his field camp soon. tat means 6 days can't contact!
he's last book out before field camp will be next wed night and book in on next day night. which is labour day. & book in all the way till his field camp over.
which is = 10 days = to )'=

PHOTO TIME.

okay! end of posting. (x

DEPRIVED OF SLP.)x

2008-04-24T05:19:00.000-07:00

24th april' 08

yesterday night my little gal wake every hour. i'm just so deprived of slp. seriously, i feel fed up each time i can't coax her to slp. sometimes she cries so heart my heart just feel so.. ah. be a mummy and you will know. hope she slps well tonight. not her only, me as her mummy and hubby's mum as her ah ma can slp well too. oh well. hubby is having his guard duty today. sure tired. we already send over her details to the huaxia taimaobi centre to ask the person the name her. $88. hubby say as long as the name is good for her it doesnt matter how much it is. sometimes a name can affect a person life. after naming her still got to tink of her christian name. and after tat have to go kk for birth registration. army can claim $200 for baby's birth. & there is also baby bonus scheme. can claim $3000 from government for first baby. cash are quite tight for now. hubby's army pay to survive? naeh. i got to go work as soon as possible after i finish my confinement.
alright. shall post baby photos.

look at her, smiling in her slp(:

look at her! carry bolster. ke ai luh!(x

staring~

her side burn.

after bath.

tat's her photos for today(:
she looks like a few months old baby on photos but real life, she is not. haha. she lies to everyone on photo! x=
end of post!

super miss hubby! )x
2 more nights to his book out day.
soon he's gonna have his field camp le.

MY LITTLE GAL (=

2008-04-23T08:16:00.000-07:00

21st april' 08

MY LITTLE GAL arrived!=D
admit into hospital around 6 plus in the morning and deliver her at 10.38am in the morning. haha. morning rat baby(= manage to go thru without having epidural ;D thanks to hubby's support. hubby seen the super ugliest sight of me! cos i tink i almost tear down the delivery suite x= lol. i felt sleepy during delivery. hubby was so afraid i fall asleep and keep waking me cos i keep closing my eyes. hahas. oh ya, lucky he managed to book out of camp in time. took 7.30am ferry and cab down to kk. the sergeant super fcuked up luh! say isit really going to deliver or false alarm. wth luh! hubby was so shocked when he see little gal! HAHA. hubby thought baby was gonna be veh small but come out still kinda alright. her weight is 3.180kg.

right after delivery(x
my chubby little gal=D

shall continue. after delivery i had painkiller injection & ended up with swollen & puffy eyes & high blood pressure. thou i finished delivering at 10.38am but i ended leaving the delivery suite at 6pm plus. was super drowsy & sleepy the whole period of time at the delivery suite. hubby talk to me and it felt lyk i was in dream. haha. i close my eyes while listening to him. can't open my eyes! x= after tat went to ward. daddy, mummy, hubby's relative and kor came to visit me and baby. they came for whole day and waited outside. they can't enter the delivery suite. only hubby is allowed. they stay for awhile and left around 9pm plus.

22nd april' 08

doctors and nurses were interuppting my slp i swear. super IRRITATED. couldn't get to slp well at there. i wake every hour. so tired luh! )x hubby, hubby's mum and hubby's little bro came. thanks hubby mum for bringing me confinement food(= finally i was able to discharge at evening time! so happy! than, HOME SWEET HOME(x

23rd april' 08

took care of my little gal for a night only & i was super tired. wake every 3 hours for milk. and when she poo poos she screams until she wanna tear down the whole house. she SCREAMS, not CRY. she won let you have a single sec to clean her. she just wan to be clean immediately. brought her to polyclinic. she have slight jaundice, have to bring her for morning sun walk. hope she gets better. 2 days later have to bring her for check up for jaundice again. see whether it gets better or worst. have to feed her soon.

cute?! =p open both eyes(=

okay! end of post(=

super miss hubby)x he's off for 2 days only. including delivery till now. guess he super sheck luh.
I SUPER NEED TO BATH! )x but i can't.

hubby back to camp le)=

2008-04-20T06:20:00.000-07:00

18 april' 08

woke up ard 10 plus. went to prime supermarket beside de coffeeshop to eat. had 1 cheese prata and shared another egg prata with hubby's mum. after tat go home watched cooking master boy anime with hubby's bro. used to be my fav anime but forgotten about the story so watch again. i forget every show i watched thou. x= haha. headed to imm ard 2 plus to buy christine & david's baby hilgen full month present. had swensens' ice cream & bought a bear potty! haha. tat's when they learn to sit can put them on the potty when they need to poo poo~ cute leh! got bear bear head. can hold the ear.=D after tat head home. watch anime again. than went to slp already.

19 april' 08

hubby msged me ard 9 plus in the morning and told me he coming back soon. he will book out ard 10 plus 11. had vegetarian mee for breakfast. than went to pack room change bedsheet & sweep the floor. clean & nice room for hubby. BUT.. when he came back, he make the bedsheet so messy! so angry luh! but jus scream and scream at hubby. lol. i didnt throw temper at him=D haha. hubby will just okok~ forget. okok~ forget. )=< IRRITATING! x= than he had soccer session all the way till next morning.

20 april' 08

woke up 10 plus. had home-cooked mee for breakfast cum lunch. haha. than hubby continued his soccer session again. went downstairs to pass christine and david's baby present. didnt even stay for 10 mins. was feeling kinda awkward. so many ppl ard. hahas. came back home. hubby continued again. he ate his dinner than start preparing to go back le. & he's at camp now. I MISS HIM so so much)'=

overall conclusion for last 2 days: HUBBY LEFT ME ALONE )=<

SLEEPLESS nights.

2008-04-17T08:49:00.000-07:00

woke up at 12 plus today. i have been having sleepless nights! slept ard 12a.m. and woke up ard 2a.m. plus for toilet break. after tat i couldn't get to slp all the way until 7a.m. plus in the morning. how pathetic. i wan to slp but just can't get to slp! i'm tired & really tired! no one understands how it feels): i really got so fed up and cried cos i know i need to slp, not only for my sake but for my little gal. they say the time you wake and slp, when your baby is born they will follow de oh. so worry next time when she born her slping time so irregular becos of me. i hope won though )': but after i cried out i feel so much better and had a nice slp all the way till 12 plus in the afternoon. no dreams, no nothing. but usually after i cry i always have a better slp than usual. had porridge with duck meat for lunch today. than rest for awhile than i took my maths to do again. but today, i wasn't in the mood. cos i'm really tired, my brain can't work! really): not only yesterday lyk tat. previous few days i woke up every 2-3 hours just to go toilet breaks. p.s, i'm not having any illness. is just tat pregnant ladies are always lyk tat. furthermore i'm in advance stage. than watch tv all the way till dinner time. had sardine fish, steam egg & sliced cabbage. the sardine fish were super appetising!(; nice:D than after dinner went to transfer money and went prime supermarket to buy jelly to eat. inside got the nata de coco! super greedy mouth i have(: till now haven eat, shall open 1 and eat before slping. x: hubby will kill me if he knows. haha. never mind:D satisfy my cravings, maybe my little gal wants to eat. HAHA.

oh ya. hubby went office to see the confine list his name wasn't written inside! hahaha! hopes the sergeant forget loh! than he can book out tis sat le:D he's avoiding his sergeant so his sergeant won remember giving confinement to hubby and confine him. lols.

HAPPY 11 MONTHS hubby!(: been thru so many obstacles and we are still together loving each other:D i loveeeeeeeeeeeee you!
super miss hubby):

Maths day.

2008-04-16T06:14:00.000-07:00

slept ard 1 plus last night and woke up ard 10 plus. hubby's mum ask me wanna go eat. of cos wan! not becos im hungry, it's for my little gal sake! now watever i eat she will be taking in, so no matter how tired i told myself jo, just get out of the bed. had lor mee today! nice:D haha. veh long never eat lor mee alrady. i just miss tanjong rhu lor mee and tanjong rhu's bao! ): came home chit-chatted with hubby's mum. haha. no matter what happen or anything i will jus tell her and she will be there to listen. she's a nice mother-in-law(: after tat check my cpf! is $0. omg. they deducted my cpf twice on my pay and the cpf is $0! should give them a call and check alrady. msn-ed awhile. than study on my maths! im gonna mug super hard to pass this o lvl no matter wat. mug since 2 plus to 9p.m. only stop for dinner. managed to complete 2 topics - integers & time. haha. shouldn't take so long thou, but many things i have forgotten and i really didn't revise much last year. tat's why it's lyk pratically every question i need to take a long long time~ x: heh. now my eyes is as straight as a ruler. tired! but im proud to study for so long! usually my limits are only till 2 hours. but i absorb alot today!:D oh well. today open 3405 , 2nd prize for 4D! last week hubby ask me to buy. tis week never = no win! oh my! everyday in army have their own 4D no and hubby's 4D no is 3405. & im not joking~ lol. it's really call the 4D no the sergeant said. represents platoon 3, bunk 4, and bed 05. right right right? hur. crap la. our luck is jus oh so .. bad.

okay! end of post.

i super miss my precious hunn'!

MUGGING real hard!

2008-04-15T04:48:00.000-07:00

slept ard 4a.m. couldn't get to slp! ): than woke up ard 6 plus. hubby msg-ed. reply le he go off for his training, than i turn and toss on bed but couldn't get back to slp! so irritating! than lie on bed until 8a.m. plus. hubby's mum need to rush down to wdls to bring meimei to see doc. than the house was empty~ suddenly had the urge to eat cheese egg prata. so went downstairs to buy

2 pieces of cheese egg prata & magnolia fresh milk.

look at my sumptous breakfast:D

cost me $4 for 2 cheese egg prata & $2.30 for the milk

= $6.30 just for a breakfast

super ex uh! gov is robbing us! x: newspaper are having complaints articles everyday! after eating went online to look for other blogskins. cos this blogskins doesn't have past archives. 1 by 1 my old post can't be seen alrady~ but after awhile suddenly felt sleepy so went to slp. woke up at 1p.m:D ate porridge for lunch! plain & simple & nice(: after tat rest for awhile le came into room & msn-ed for awhile. lie on the bed than decided to take out my maths to study! did bearings & distances. got stuck & msn-ed again. -.-" oh jason kor passed his 'o's and now studying at temasek poly! congrats!:D he used to be a ah beng. i swear. he motivated me and encourage me to work hard for my 'o's! thanks kor(: he solved 1 maths question tat had kill my brain cells for many hours! he managed to solve it for me:p & i truely believe he has change for the better. had wanton for dinner after he explained to me. had F&N fruitade drink!:D nice. shall have mango later. hee. hubby's mum bought 1 each:p alright. shall continue to mug for my maths!

JO, JIA YOU!:D
currently super slpy. add up only slp for 6 hours in total. crap!
super miss hubby right now!

i'm a GLUTTON!

2008-04-14T05:44:00.000-07:00

last night had headache so didnt slept well and woke up quite late. oh well. had basil chicken with rice(thai food) cooked by hubby's mum. super nice:D haha! cleared the whole plate x= after tat rest for awhile in the living room than went in room. had to write letter of encouragement to hubby and send it to tekong. so when he have his 6 days field camp at tekong on 3rd may to 9 may, the higher ranks will give out the letter to motivate them when they see them restless. oh. they won be able to bath for 6 days. jus imagine? carry the gun when slping otherwise the sergeant will steal and charge them. lost of gun = 7 years of DB. no kidding loh! ha. while i was in the room, i got the sudden temptation to clean the whole room. lols. sweep the floor, clean the dust everywhere, pack nicely the bedsheet, clean the com and table. ha! after tat rest awhile le had hotdog bun for tea break. hubby's mum made it(: she is always so nice to prepare food every now and then. it always satisfy my cravings thou i didnt tell her. but somehow the food she prepare happens to be the time to satisfy my cravings!:p oh. my appetite has been veh veh good and i jus feel hungry veh fast after every meal. and seems that every 1-2 hours i need food. so after hotdog bun i ate chocolate wafer rolls! x: heh heh. after tat ate double decker roasted chicken tibits! super greedy right! :p made myself crysanthemum tea after tat and had a short nap. heh. end up didnt write the letter. got to send in by 24th of april:D after wake went to bath and went downstairs buy nasi lemak to eat! suddenly had the temptation to eat. than went over shop n save to buy mieji yohgurts and apple juice! bought 3 mieji yohgurts for $2.45. 2 of them with nata de coco and 1 of them with aloe vera. after dinner watch the students competiting on chinese on channel 8. than i'm here to blog(: took photos of my little gal things. how i wish she will be out soon! excited mama:D

my little gal's full set. comforter, bolster, pillow, and the dou ya ke

pillow to put on her chest(:

prepare this for her to wear when she discharge

from hospital(:

closer view of her top. rabbit printings on her top!

super ke ai luh!:D

her bottom!:D

plan to let her wear either 1 pair of this mittens!:D

sweet uh!

kor say i'm super bad! force my little girl to wear tat i love mummy and i love daddy mittens. lol. i'm not okay! i'm sure my little girl will love both of us(:

mummy also say why all her things pink pink de. no other colours!

reply mummy. of cos luh! she gal mah:D so must dress her up lyk pink little princess.

and her clothes are really small! didnt know until i went shopping for her clothes and stuff. aunt say of cos na! baby leh! how big you wan her clothes to be. suddenly felt so suaku. x:

super not enough slps! ): gahh!

2008-04-13T03:39:00.000-07:00

12 april'08

woke up at 8a.m.! super early luh~ i don't usually wake so early. but got disturbed by raymond kor kor. actually is not really his fault cos i'm a light sleeper. tends to wake up veh easily by slight noise. next time my little girl won worry she don have milk to drink when she's hungry. she crys for milk even more accurate than a alarm clock, her crying definitely wakes me. haha. drank fresh pausteurized milk~ good for me and my unborn daughter(: pregnant lady needs to take 1000mg of milk. i rather drink milk than take the 600mg of calcium tablet. super sucks! just feel lyk vomiting after taking it. the tablet is super thick! so i finished the whole 1.litre before i left grandma house. definitely more than enough calcium. hubby always scold me for not eating the tablet but he doesn't know how it feels like): oh well. after tat had lunch ard 12. aunt cooked kimchi soup, big onion fried with egg, and fish~ super love the kimchi soup! aunt cook it with minced meat cos she knew i love minced meat! aunt loved!:D oh ya, forgot. hubby called at 11a.m. his phone couldn't on so when he called he told me he book out and was at pasir ris interchange already. waited and waited for his phone call last night cos he thought he could on his phone but ended up cannot. and he couldnt manage to borrow a phone to call. so he went home himself first and anyway i couldnt rush in time to meet up with him and furthermore the rain was veh heavy! i waited for the rain to stop than came back home. hubby was already home. ha. actually i felt angry cos i waited for him to call last night and he didnt call. until he book out and he's already at pasir ris interchange than he call me. even why he got confine and all he didnt tell me. so when hubby talk to me i admit i'm mean to say tat is he find trouble for himself tat's why he got confine. JO! must control your stupid temper!): jus becos he left the gun on the chair and go take chilli sauce. those higher ranks took away his gun and confine him. so stupid! but becos of tat we tiff. after tat we are well again. hubby say don always when his book out quarrel~ ya, it's pratically everytime his book out we quarrel. don know why, hais~ than after tat he had his soccer session again. all the way till 4a.m. last match was ac millan vs junventus. but both of us fell asleep at second half.

13th april' 08

woke up at 11.30a.m. today. had mee taimak. wasn't so full so after tat ate chocolate wafer rolls. haha. super greedy mouth. came in room see hubby continue his soccer session. ate honeydew! veh sweet and nice! :D lyk eating fruits! how i wish i have a fruit palace. mango, honeydew, mangosteen and many more! watermelon is excused from me): i can't eat watermelon. hubby was troubling about his phone cos still got alot message inside. than he cant on. end up he took his mum phone back to camp to use. ard evening 5 we had out dinner. after dinner ice-cream was followed! haha:D than hubby have to get ready to go back to camp already. he went to bath, came out pack his things and left already! so sheck): hais. if yesterday he book out at 7p.m. than he don have to be confine for next week. but end up he book out in the morning than he have to be confine next week. silly him!~ should have book out at 7p.m. it's lyk pratically can't see him for almost 2 weeks. )': hubby is stress so do i. something brighten up my day when hubby say: so many things happen but i'm glad to have you and baby gal(: otherwise things will be worst off now(: haven been revising on anything tis few days. but really didnt have any mood. lyk everyday i'm awaiting for hubby's book out day and baby to be out soon! but i will study whenever i can. i promise aunt and hubby i will definitely pass my 'o's tis time. i won disappoint them! with 'o' lvl cert, i guess i can have a better job out and with better job means higher pay. higher pay means better life. sometimes no money really can't do anything. milk formula and pampers are so expensive now. i'm not working, hubby is in army. equals to no income. so hope my little girl come out fast, than i can faster finish my confinement and start work. small aunt say wanna intro me go 'nuh' work as clinic clerk cos she got recruit nurses from other country so she have to authority to recruit staffs to. thou is not what i want but at least i know ahead after my confinemnet i will have a job. at first i was worried after my confinement i can't find any job. hubby say he will try book out on sunday morning next week see whether can. hope so!(: alright. go do my own things already.

the post will be longer but no pics. haha.

cosy bay & mango ice! super happy:D

2008-04-11T21:28:00.000-07:00

small aunt fetch me to grandma house from hubby's home yesterday. haha. they lost their way while coming to fetch me and tour at jurong for veh long luh. around 45 mins. x= after tat we tour at bukit batok for quite long cos i don know the way to 'aye' lol. thou i stay there for quite long and i always cab, but i'm a direction idiot. plus i really forget things veh fast. x= i didnt wish for tat. let's calculate, 2.45 they left the hospital and we reached grandma house at about 5 plus. haa. not only wasted alot time but wasted alot of oil & money. x= but small aunt didnt complain or scream all the way. she smiled and say never mind(: so nice of her. she insisted on fetching me cos i'm at advanced stage of pregnancy so she veh worried. after reaching home, saw daddy walking behind grandma. cos she need to walk veh veh slow. her leg veh swollen becos of 'niao suan'-(can't eat anything related to beans, e.g soya bean). the medicine she ate cos her to have niao suan. tat's part of the reason. the main reason was becos she had leg operation, they inserted metal into her kneecap cos got bone spurkes growing. than daddy came to fix handrail for grandma in the toilet. around 6 plus i cab to k.a to meet shan and than cab to leisure park. play arcade & had mango snow ice finally! yumm! :D

look at shan! lol.

my mango snow ice!:D nice!

after tat headed to cosy bay to chit-chat. ard 10 plus slowly walk and than cab home(: hubby's phone got problem. & he msg me say he got 2 confines and rt and he failed his gun test.
means, GONE CASE.

my xingfu princess & appt day!:D

2008-04-10T09:01:00.000-07:00

woke up at 10.30a.m. today. went coffeeshop to have 1 cheese egg and 1 egg prata. nice~ haha. came back, wash baby mittens and bootees~ i help to hang while hubby's mum wash. couldn't squat in toilet for long. back super tired and pain! ): she got so many mittens and bootees!

in total she got 10 pairs of mittens & 10 pair of bootees!

not enough to hang so end up hang on bamboo stick~

suddenly got the cravings for new meiji's strawberry dipp!

had appt today at kk's private suite. my baby gal is 2.5kg~ (: she's growing well uh. & i grew heavier. now i'm 51.2kg. aw): in total my weight had a increase of 13.2kg. x= baby is fine jiu hao:D her head down already may deliver soon. heh. hope she reach a weight of at least 3kg when i deliver her otherwise hard to take care luh~ she may have to be put in incubator if less than 3kg. ): edited : oh ya, the doctor told me, see that round thing there? you know wat is tat? i was tinking: the water bag? the doctor say it's the head. than the doctor scan another round thing and ask me wat is tat? i thought is the water bag still. end up the doctor say it's the stomach. laughs!* i was tinking about water bag all the way. she say the head and stomach is round.

told hubby and he said, warh my baby gal weighs 2.5kg? can take her as dumbell. -.-" where got daddy lyk tat say de? later gal gal come out shh shh on him ah! :p

tat's my baby's scan(: it shows her sex. but i don know how to see. laughs*

had mee soto at kk after appt. didnt had dinner before as my appt was at 7.35p.m. oh wells, actually had cravings for alif's mee soto at house there but by the time reach there tink baby too hungry already~ haha. and i got scolded by hubby for eating ice-cream when i reached home): say going deliver still eat cold things. x= but actually is quite late at night tat's why.

tat's hubby & me(: before reporting to tekong on his first day.

seriously miss him alot)':

hope he don't get rt or guard duty on weekend. faints*

sorrayee hubby!

2008-04-09T05:40:00.000-07:00

5th april' 08

hubby's book out day. woke up only in the afternoon cos had a quarrel with hubby on phone in the middle of the night. thus, veh tired. but all is well again(: had lunch and pack the room. swept, clean, mop and change clean bedsheets. tat's what i do everytime on his book out day. clean room for him to slp:D after tat headed to nuh in evening to visit grandma. grandma was better(: so glad. she can laugh and joke with me already. heh. after tat headed to bugis og to buy baby's stuff! bought cloth diapers, nappy liner, half dozen of liquid wash for washing baby's milk bottle and all ( also can wash fruits and vegetables o.O , so amazing uh? ) , 4 bottles of tollyjoy's liquid detergent for washing her clothes, a fan for her next time when she sits on pram, cotton wool, powder puffs and handkerchiefs to clean her saliva ( baby always liu kou shui :x ). after tat headed lerk thai to eat thai food. yummy! :D had thai minced meat salad and seafood vermicilli salad. my all time fav(: thought meeting hubby at bugis so went to shop again at bugis bhg. bought a disney hat and johnson's baby bath for baby. heh. she veh xing fu uh. haven born yet " lao gor " bought so many things for her already(: after tat hubby called ask me wanna meet where, since his friend parent bring them back and furthermore its better so i cab home and wait for him luh.

6th april' 08

hubby went to take mc cos his back got worst, tat's part of the reason. after tat headed home for mahjong session. com was crazy, got fed up and didnt use. speaker also got problem -.-"

7th april' 08

he mahjong-ed till morning. chit-chatted with his mum and dad until 8a.m. went macdonald's for breakfast with his mum. had sausage mcmuffin with egg! been long time since i had mac's breakfast! :D went home and slept till 1p.m. after breakfast. didnt slept well all the way when he mahjong-ed. super noisy! :x after tat ate lunch than watch tv. after tv had a short nap. both of us were still so tired! woke up at 5 plus, ate dinner, bath and headed to jurong enter to watch the three kingdoms. overall rate 3/5. it is all about the three kingdoms story. just tat they have people to act it in live. on the way had a small tiff with hubby again): than went we reached home, from tiff to big quarrel. )': but after tat we cleared out all the misunderstanding. slept at 2a.m. plus. tired.

8th april' 08

slept till 2p.m. only when hubby comes back i sleep until so late. but not really thou :x sometimes once in awhile slp till late cos now must eat more. wat i'm eating now baby is absorbing so his mum will wake me for breakfast cos usually i miss breakfast. than ate lunch, watched vcd and slack. than evening time hubby's soccer time again.

9th april' 08

hubby had his soccer time and didnt slp the whole night till morning 5a.m. cos he need to be at the ferry terminal at 6.30a.m. accompanied hubby and i didnt slp as well. yawn* super tired. wait for him to leave house than went to slp. woke up at 1a.m. his mum ask me wake for lunch(: haha. baby is hungry. the whole day do abit of housework and watch tv luh. bought meiji yohgurts! & jelly with nata de coco! my all time fav. suddenly had to temptation to eat :P baby's stuff are almost completed. already start washing her things. & she have a whole set of pillow, bolster, comforter and a pillow made with dou ya ke to put on her chest so she wont be frightened so easily when there is loud noise(:

i miss hubby x3. have been showing hubby veh bad attitude tis few months due to my super mood swings. he so tired in camp already but i just throw my temper as and when i like. i will control my temper. sorry)':

lazy update photos. haha. next post maybe(:

visit my belov. grandma:D

2008-04-04T02:30:00.001-07:00

3rd april' 08

went to hospital in the afternoon to visit grandma. she had to put metal on her kneecap. train to dover and took shuttle bus to kent ridge to meet up with aunt. didnt know raymond kor kor was there. both looked so tired and sheck. they woke up at 5a.m. in the morning cos the operation was at 8.30a.m. cool down for awhile cos i was super hot! the weather tis few days have been on and off. chit-chatted, sat for awhile more before going up since grandma is slping in the ward. after toilet break we headed to main building to see grandma. she was at the acute pain ward. when i saw her she looked so xing ku because her leg veh suan. they put medicine to numb her nerves so she won feel so pain but instead her leg will be veh suan. poor grandma): hope she gets well soon!(: after awhile grandma fell asleep again so we went over to kent ridge there to have tea break. drank green apple fruit juice! nice!:D while chatting suddenly the rain start pouring veh heavily! haha. raymond kor kor felt cold cos he just finished his ice-kachang. when we talk we have to shout cos the rain volume is fighting against our volume! haha! than we headed back to see grandma and i saw daddy. somehow i felt awkward and he feels lyk a stranger to me. hai~ don know why thou. maybe veh long never meet up already. we went for awhile than go off already cos grandma is too tired for today. shall let her rest more(: before going off went to food court to have my dinner. had chicken chop! the auntie so blur! told her we are not taking away but she insisted we have. but oh wells, i'm gonna have dinner there before going back. after dinner went delifrance.

bought 3 fuit tarts from delifrance! :D

after tat headed to bengawan solo and bought:

odneh odneh! my all time fav(:

& kueh pisang!

after dad fetch me home & home sweet home(: hubby called me and say he kena remedial training which means after discovery center he have to head back to camp to continue training. and .. the training ends at 8p.m. which means. super sheck lor. hai~ things haven been going smoothly.

i'm not use to and cannot get use to such life.
i need him & miss him really really much )':

4th april' 08

did nothing much yesterday. hubby will be booking out 8 means 8 on ferry. ard there, army time not accurate de. meeting up my aunt at NUH tmr to see grandma before going to OG at bugis . last trip to buy baby's stuff. soon baby will be out! (: loves. after shopping maybe will be meeting hubby at bugis mrt or something. gonna slp. nights.

CRAZY NIGHT!

2008-04-02T08:30:00.000-07:00

woke up at 2a.m for the first time & 5.25a.m. for the second time. sweat and felt super sticky. got so fed up and went for a quick bath! how insane:x but, can't help it thou. continued my slp after tat and woke up at 1 when hubby msged. ate home cooked food for lunch today(: after lunch went to mug on my chem for awhile. than watched show from crunchyroll. gonna finish it by today:D took nap while watching halfway. everytime when it reached evening i jus feel sleepy, haha. can't blame me. woke up at 8 plus reply hubby msg, went for a bath and went downstairs to buy food. after dinner continued watching! ate green apple for today after dinner:D an apple a day keeps the doctor away!(: haha. hubby suppose to book out on fri and book in on sun this week but too many ppl took mc so welfare cancelled. end up only can book out on sat. aw)': his camp is bringing them to science discovery on sat before booked out in the morning. shall go straight home from science discovery(: means shorter time to meeting hubby! shall wait for him at home:D

3 more days to his book out day! missed hubby super much<3

bored but HAPPY!:D

2008-04-01T22:55:00.000-07:00

29 march' 08

hubby booked out(: met him at lavender mrt & train back home. before going home went over to david's hp shop to take a look. they chit-chatted so i sat down there & day-dream. lols. super know how to day-dream now aday. after tat bought food home to eat. took a short nap, didn't have a good slp. haha, tired alright. i'm cursed by air-con. always having flu & block nose when i slp in air-con. after nap hubby ask me go prepare. we are heading to chevron to get his army stuffs & meeting his friend to drink & sing after tat. guang sheng brought his baby boy along. haha. super ke ai loh! but didn't took photo of him. after singing session went in to the jackpot room. lols. hubby & i played. went over to jurong enter after tat to have their number ball session. bored me the whole day! ):

look at my drawing

drew it out of boredoom, lol.

had macdonald's after number ball session & home sweet home(:

30 march' 08

woke up at 10 plus thou slept veh late last night. ate mifen & curry chicken for lunch. bathed & had a little tiff. on our way to alexandra hospital to take mc we are still tiffing. super angry luh! ): but after tat we were fine again(: hubby had 2 days mc & 5 days light duty mc. thought we had to rush to another hospital luh. hubby is meant on getting mc tat's why. haha. he is having super boring life in camp. is not tough but, the sun there is super horrible. might get heat stroke someday. after tat headed to market to eat again. hungry again! haha:D had hokkien prawn noodle and char kway tiao. cabbed down to 'rc' at west coast to have their number ball session again. )': really so bored loh! there's nothing i can do there can. they played from 4p.m.-1a.m. can you imagaine a normal person sitting there for 7 hours doing nothing except buying drinks non-stop. lyk a pregnant lady lyk me sitting there doing nothing, and furthermore i have mood swings super easily. got so angry with him, he talked to me i ignore him.): cabbed to clementi after the number ball session. hubby ordered satay beehoon to eat. cabbed home after tat.

31st march' 08

woke up at 11 plus. hubby had mahjong session at home afterwards. again, im left to do nothing again. so took nap. after nap had dinner and watched show from crunchyroll. but super lag. so lay on bed and do nothing. finished their mahjong session at 10p.m. slept at 2a.m. after tat 5a.m. he woke and prepare to go back camp already. left at 5.45a.m.

missed hubby so much.<3

1st april' 08 ( april fool day )

woke up at 10.30p.m. went to coffeeshop to eat with hubby's mummy. headed shop & save to buy tollyjoy baby's liquid detergent. after tat went prime supermarket to buy food for lunch & dinner. walked past medical hall and bought ru yee you, tongue cleaner, jin feng sang for baby and medical herbs for bathing during my confinement period. went home watch tv got tired & went to take a short 1 hour nap. woke up and had dinner. hubby msged me and say he got confined on sat. shocked! ask him why & he told me cos today is april fool! -.-" he say wanna suprised baby & me. haha. bathed and watch tv till 10 plus. talked on phone with hubby for awhile than i rest on bed le.

appointment at kk:D

2008-03-28T06:57:00.001-07:00

today went kk at 10 plus for my appt. even thou they always put 1040 as my appt time but i only managed to see the doc ard 11 plus. hav to wait, wait & wait. during the check up there's a trainee nurse. so irritating, when she check the baby size she don hav to press so hard de luh! baby's heartbeat all tis is normal(: haha. 2 weeks later will go & have scan & check the actual size and weight of the baby at private suite. my weight increase a total of 10 kg le! oh my): went walk walk at the kk mall.

bought tat at $37 for my baby to lie on when bathing.

she's super xing fu luh! haha. now getting closer to due date le, can't wait for her to be born!:D after buying the baby bath support, aunt & me cab home. after awhile she brought grandma to NUH to see doc while i stayed at home to watch show at crunchyroll. watched detective academy Q. haha. when they came back they bought my fav odneh odneh give me! so yum yum!:D haha. after filling my stomach went to bed to rest but afraid later slp le at night can't slp. tmr can't wake in time to meet my hun'! heh. alright. tat's all for today(:

grandma house today(:

2008-03-27T07:23:00.000-07:00

was at home the whole day. so bored luh. jus kept stuffing food, watch tv & played psp :x jus went over to my ah ma house at night. cabb down. oh ya. bought & drank spoilt green tea. pray i don't get diarrhoea.

tat's my gal gal's pillow & bolster. so xing fu. thanks ah ma! :D

talking to hubby now(: super miss my hun! 1 more day to his book out day! :D

but 2 more days to his book in day! cos he only book out 1 day):

sheck ar.

hubby loved. <3

mood down! ):

2008-03-25T08:19:00.000-07:00

there are too many things happening recently causing my mood to be down, down & down. maybe i'm tink too much, but wat had happened is already a fact tat has shown. i just felt tat way. thou i'm not a perfect wife but i will try. i can forgive. but i will never forget.

3 more days to your book out day.
we need to talk.

i miss you alot. & i really do.

study day!

2008-03-24T08:15:00.000-07:00

slept quite late last night. hubby's bro was on standby due to Mas Selamat and came back last night to rest. had the com fixed already. tat's why i can start blogging again(: heh. chatted alot with hubby's bro and mummy. camp stuffs & politics stuff. haha. hubby will kill me if he knows): due to yesterday, woked up only at 1 when hubby's mummy came into the room & ask me wanna eat lunch. so i went to brush up and wait for her to buy food back. was really so sleepy and blur until i put facial foam on my toothbrush. imagine i haven finish day-dreaming and brushed with the facial foam. -.-" had nasi lemak with fresh coconut juice for lunch. yummy! mango ice-cream was followed:D i'm super greedy! haha. ntuc was having promotion on king's brand mango ice-cream. 6 ice-cream for $4 in a box and it's buy 1 get 1 free. after tat played psp for awhile and went in room to study.

after studying.

after studying for awhile went to look for christian name on the net. saw tis name call jaylene. hubby's mum said is a combination of hubby's & my name. haha. than had satay beehoon for dinner. sometimes get so tired of eating the same thing): than continue studying again cos hun's little bro wanna play game. he finally msg-ed me at 10. msg awhile only than lights off already. pig! told hubby about the name thing than he say jacklyn more alike lo! haha. argue-d :x his little bro took in & show me the DIY comforter done by hubby's mum for my baby gal.

pretty? (:

oh, & he have to slp alrady. bcos there are many irritating freaks walking ard here & there. msg also cannot, call also cannot ):< never mind! got to go alrady. otherwise hubby gonna kill me again):

super miss my baby. few more days to go.