♥ my love. my fate

Sunday, June 1, 2008 10:04 AM

hubby booked out on sat morning, reached home ard 12p.m.
was actually veh happy but worried cos he had high fever thou! this whole week he was in camp only on mon and fri night. spent alot time with him(: though we didn't go out but i always feel comfortable with him ard.
went off to meet shu min at toa payoh!:D been a long time since we last met up i guess for my facial a few days before my wedding ya?
she look prettier with long hair.
went to toilet. she didn't close her water bottle properly and ended up with all her things swimming in her bag! so long didn't see her and she's doing really funny things when we met up. she pour-ed water out of her bag. her phone gone case! kept vibrating when it can't even on!
the ppl in her coy are really friendly and nice(:
actually wanted to join in this big family tmr. but tink thru last night, i'm afraid i can't cope with so many things. if i have a day job on hand, and 'o's to study & baby to take care, i have no confidence in myself. maybe after 'o's i will give it a try! it's really a good and faster way of earning money still. thanks shu min many! i love you:D
i love the make up there! really veh nice xD
tmr will go over bugis there to interview for the office job at shu min there. hope it will be successful! i really don wan to be slacking at home. cash is really running out. sometimes never go out, but still the money will go rolling out of the bank acc and cash box.
went to pat baby to slp just now halfway blogging, upstairs a girl i heard his mummy say is zi bi der, she make noises lyk ghost sound. i swear, my hair stand the moment i heard it. i was freaked out!
the area here is really weird, at night when it goes silent. whatever sound that is nearby can be echoed thru ard the neighbourhood. even downstairs neighbour bathing sound also can be heard. weird right?
okay continue. tues will go for my check up at hospital. & thurs will go over to shu min's coy for my suan ming at night.
really enthu to know more about my life!:D
alright, end of post!

Friday, May 30, 2008 6:20 AM

was busy tis few days!
worked at taka for 3 days. do coolie work loh. lol. anyway was tiring.
once you wear on taka uniform means you have to ' bao sua bao hai bao ka liao ' ( cover everything ).
i get scolded everytime. they didnt even teach me a single thing, and i have to learn myself.
monday rest at home. tues hubby came back home already due to his high fever.
wed went to tan tock seng visit chieu yen with shuyi baobei.
she involved in a accident. she hurt her spinal cord. hope she recovers fast. when they put on the cast she was in pain, xing tong luh!
ah john passed away.
my condolences to ah john even thou i do not know him.
after tat train-ed home with shuyi baobei.
thurs hubby acc me to orchard to get my punch card sign cos i didnt punch in and out. collected my uniform and went up to return the uniform and photocopy my bank book and ic.
will be getting my pay only on 25th july.
after tat walked around, went lucky plaza than train-ed to nuh cos hubby went to take mc. he went in fever facility room. lie on bed for 1 hour than collect mc and medicine.

had heated argument.
we quarrel everytime he booked out. hais. what happen to our relationship?
i didnt want both of us to quarrel. i know, it's really a small matter but i made a big fuss out of it. but i didn't mean it. i just felt tat our r/s became bad to worst. maybe the time we had with each other was really little. but i do treasure the time when you booked out.
i do admit i change alot ever since i had baby and after baby was born. but i do try to change my attitude and control my temper. but sometimes i just feel no care and concern from you.
during the quarrel we both ask each other, where the past us gone to?
maybe i was hoping for the past you, and you were hoping for the past me, that's why we aren't able to accept each other changes now.
i do feel really upset even thou i say really mean things to you. but deep down in my heart it hurts.
i really don wish to have a broken marriage. but i'm afraid to rely on you at times.
everyone always say early marriage don last long, but i wan to prove that it's not true. but it's not only about proving, but i really wan a long lasting marriage with you.
my parents had a broken marriage, but i don wish to end up lyk them.

a good lover may not be a good husband.
a good husband may not be a good lover.

he may be a good boyf but not a good husband.
he may be a good husband but not a good boyf.

i do really cherish this r/s and marriage.
but still, sorry about yesterday. i love you.

hubby on his way to camp already. today his mc end. but tmr morning will book out already. kind of silly. book in just to slp for 1 night and book out the next day. but no choice, i tink his sergeant major wants him to book in today. ahahs. alright. end of post!

Thursday, May 22, 2008 7:30 AM

a tired day today.
met aunt for lunch at chinatown point. had delifrance. after tat aunt sheltered me over to apollo center.
after tat went for the interview at manfield employment agency. i thought it was a company hiring admin, but made a mistake. haha. i made a mess in the application form. didn't know how to fill up well. msg aunt and ask her wat they are asking about. lol. i'm the first to fill up but the last to go for interview. the interviewer was veh friendly. haha. he was lyk speaking mix english and chinese with me, so i also reply in mix english and chinese. lols. he ask me, warh so young married ah, got baby ah? warh, last week your baby full month, i also attended a baby's full month last week. lol. & he was lyk how you slim down so fast? got any secret formula? -.-"
over friendly? x=
than went bugis to shop for my esprit polo tee but don have. than bus-ed to pp to see whether still have anot. have, but lazy try. so end up never buy.
hubby say acc me go buy tis wkend loh! yay!:D
hope he don't get confine.
last min went takashimaya for interview. was successfull lor. but work as cashier. hmm, it's not a permanent job. i working as cashiering for a event. start tmr till 8th of june. if 11 of june i still can work can continue working. but i work tis as temp job while waiting for the agency to call me lohh.
thanks shuyi baobei for the job intro:D
and thanks again for acc-ing me on the journey home. so love you(x
alright. need to rest. tmr have to wake at 8.
end of post!

Wednesday, May 21, 2008 3:51 AM

20th may' 08

cab over to mummy house in the afternoon. suppose to head to posb to add in mummy's name in my bank acc. but end up, precious dog was sick. keep " lao sai ". so brought him to vet at paya lebar there. again end up the doc did nothing, told us to go mount peasent animal hospital at stevens rd there. stupid! so uncle fetched us to kovan's posb and he brought precious dog to the animal hospital near kovan. better & closer? queued for quite long, couldn't add in mummy's name to my acc. so open a joint acc under me and mummy's name. thanks mummy for the $500. (: need $500 inside the bank acc to open luh. after that went kfc. i tink i'm afraid of food, i just lost my appetite at the sight of food. haha. headed to kk to make baby bonus after tat. went shopping at parkway. mummy bought esprit clothings for me & i suddenly fell in love with esprit! lol. they are more to the mature type. i can't go on wearing those fashion trends clothing, i'm a mummy already:D must dress lyk mummy. oh well, had yong tao foo for dinner and cabbed home.
a tired day.

21st may'08

well, yesterday was upset again. though hubby may understand me but he won know how i feel. it's a feeling tat can never be understand. baby was guai last night. after each feed she goes to slp after i burp her and change her pampers all the way till today morning. than i slept all the way till 4 plus in the afternoon. bathed and called the job no for interview tmr at opp clark quay the mrt station there, the apollo center. wish me good luck! i wan to go work as soon as possible. perhaps busy life suits me more. i can't stand staying at home doing nothing much everyday. maybe once i start work i will be leading a different life already.
i will feel better by then? hope so.
alright. end of post.

Monday, May 19, 2008 5:00 AM

16 may' 08

hubby came back in the afternoon around 12 plus. was alone at home taking care of baby. hubby's mum went with hubby bro to court cos he got caught for throwing ciggs? so sway. 2nd time. he have to do community service. nothing much happen.

so do 17 may' 08 too.
hubby had his soccer session.

oh, anyway. had my baby girl full month celebration at home team ns adventure centre.
TO ALL: DO NOT BOOK THERE DE CHALET.
it totally sucks big time. the pic online shows beautiful environment but it totally sucks. worst than east coast chalet. still say fully air conditioned but it's not at all. only the room. wth!
cabb to chalet around in the afternoon 2 plus 3. went there to check in, end up have to walk back to cdans to check in at the reception counter. purposely cab to the chalet there end up have to walk under the scorching sun while carrying baby to cdans. so stupid! than walk back to the guard house and check in. is lyk some kind of attap house. it is only good in a sense that every attap house are kept at certain distance. more privacy? below is the kitchen facilities whereby you can cook. and you have to walk the stairs up to the room itself. had buffet at downstairs.
so many mosquitoes!
thanks everyone for the hongbaos and gift. and special thanks to mummy and uncle and family for the baby pram and swing bed. haha.
was pretty upset tat time. i was busy all the way alone. hubby's mum was in the room taking care of baby all the way. i was running up and down serving guest. LOL. lyk crazy woman. x=
and hubby didnt help out at all lor. he keep entertaining his friends):
somemore is our 1 year anniversary.
hais.
super upset.
was tinking can't go out celebrate our 1 year anniversary never mind, just treat it as celebrate with baby. but end up, the whole day was in a mess and i was all alone doing all the ' sai gang ' ( rubbish job ).
forget it.
end of post.

Thursday, May 15, 2008 4:39 AM

HAHA. okay. regarding yesterday's post. it was written out of anger.
nothing much.
now i take care of baby at night and hubby's mum will take care when she wakes.
baby has been having stomach upset recently. tat's why no matter how we pat her or coax her it doesn't seems to work.
hubby called me today morning.
here goes wat we said in the conversation:

hubby: wat you doing?

me: slping.

hubby: just now sergeant call us .. .. .. ( i didn't hear, still in my dreamland)

me: huh?

hubby: repeated wat he said. (still dreaming)

me: huh?

hubby: (fed up tone)- warh lao i said, sergeant call us go up bunk prepare things than go down assemble. than i never go down i slept in bunk & got caught.

me: (stun)- HUH?! why you slp in bunk?

hubby:(pek cek tone) tired na. don know how leh now. i told sergeant yesterday live firing until midnight veh tired. sergeant say, only you tired. he don see why the rest never slp in bunk. LL, bo wei gong. don know will get confinement anot.

me: ... ( don know wat to reply)

now don know how. later get confinement how to celebrate baby's full month uh. hais. until now still haven tell me how's the result.

so pek cek but still continue slping. woke ate bread mixed with egg and fried. had coffee. lol. i need coffee to sustain my energy. tired mar! be mummy & you will know. haha.
did pratically nothing the whole day luh.
okay. i'm going off to do my nails.
end of post.

Tuesday, May 13, 2008 4:52 AM

shall have a short brief on wat happen the past few days.
actually i already posted it yesterday but there was something wrong with the internet, thus. gone.
LOL. have to re-post, so lazy!
hubby came home. he had foot rot and serious heat rashes everywhere.
of cos luh! so hot and furthermore they have to wear on boots for 6 continous days.
so disgusted! can't bath somemore x:
poor hubby.
than hubby had his soccer session for 3 continous night. LOL.
oh the EPL for last sunday night score for many teams was ridiculous.
especially the match on middlesbrough with man city.
the score was 8-1. haha.
so unbelievable.
than hubby cabb-ed to camp on monday morning as he overslept. hurr.
my girl vomited alot last night. first time thou, still alright. it's normal for babies to spit and vomit milk. yupp.
she cried veh hard when she poo poo till her face turn purple black. scare us!
so brought her to see doc today morning.
see her face rashes, frequent hiccups and her poo poo problem.
doc say face rashes and frequent hiccups is common in babies so no worries.
as for her poo poo, doc say she doesn't have any stomach upset or too much wind in her tummy.
she doesn't have constipation cos her poo poo not hard at all.
so doc say maybe is her temper. LOL. wat a baby temper. cry lyk she wanna tear down the house when she poo poo.
she's got a super guai pi! haha.
oh yarh and christine mention something.
daddy temper + mummy temper = baby temper!
true:D , haha.
alright. got to go downstairs check money already.
only me during confinement can keep going out and going downstairs for walks. LOL.
but you know it's really boring to stay at home all day. it KILLS.
and it really sucks.
having her in my tummy for 37 weeks is veh xing ku, deliver her is super xing ku.
but it's nothing compared to this confinement period.
can't bath hair, even bath body also 2-3 days 1 time, every food must have ginger, can't drink too much plain water to avoid water retention, avoid sitting on floors, no wearing of skirts or dress, wear slipper at home? -.- and blah. many many things. gahh!
and i'm growing fatter):
lol. actually i slim down abit already than suddenly i became so fat x:
oh dear.
aunt say she's gonna get me contact lens from m'sia when she goes this sunday loh!
haha. lyk tis i can wear to work already!
oh and the manager or watso-ever boss haven call me. was wondering how's the job result.
well, actually if you wanna hire me just hire, don wanna hire just say don wan.
lyk tat won waste my time and i can faster go find another job.
alright.
end of post~

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